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Timothy_hong
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Country: Hong Kong
Birthday: 6/7/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: heavenly stuff, listening to & encouraging ppl, rest, my future wife, ball games, chess, enjoying nature
Expertise: observing ppl deep, gao larn gag, use the bible to 'chun' ppl, self-reflection
Occupation: Student
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MSN: timothyhongmc@hotmail.com
Member Since:
1/6/2006
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| 今日haemorrhoidectomy (切痔瘡)手術
拉扒放鉗剪線
看來好簡單
見醫生又快搞掂
拿拿臨叫醫生比我 scrub in assist 下一個啦
點知做落笨手笨腳，例如人地未叫我放鉗我又自作聰明放
搞到全台人類「哇！」咁叫... 好在冇爆血...
結果就發生左咁geh事...
有個護士係隔離OT room過到來望望，就話：
哇，蔡醫生做乜搞到滿頭大汗呀！
(i counted like a dozen droplets in his forehead =.='', thanks to his great assistant =P)
第二個姑娘就話：真係好大滴喎，抹一抹好喎，滴落病人度就唔好啦！
第三個姑娘就話：唔緊要啦，還掂個屎眼都好污糟架啦本身...
我超=.=''咁望住佢，佢仲話：咁係呀嘛~
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唔知個病人聽唔聽到，個手術好似唔係全身麻醉 XD
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| 世事怎可預料
我paed考試分數不過，整體過！
重讀一年的計劃泡湯？！(好可能...)
咁少時間點可以追番之前3個block D野?
final 要 pass 真係凍過水
不過重考都應該ok...>.<
psychi 補堂求之不得
O&G補堂... 希望有人陪 (勁黑心 =P)
總結paed提升了的技能
1. 第一次 finish一本 testbook一次 (慚愧慚愧 >.<)
2. presentation 唔ao底
3. 做功課比晒心機，痛苦找paper
4. take history要用「心」
5. put everything in a framework (今次考試學的=.=)
one little step towards a doctor that can honour god
未來兩個block，點先可以幫自己努力D？
靠自己die hard =P
在人不能，在神凡事都能
我相信
要補考的同學 — 跌低，慢動作爬起身的畫面，滿身傷痕加上銳利的眼神，然後講句：
唔好意思！我趕住去救人！
咁先煞食 XD
大家努力！！！
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| middle of paed block, last day of residential period
seeing patient whose skin is peeling like 100x more than that when i'm in my worst condition
mother who cries so much for her sick child who has the cutest looking eyes, not knowing what's happening to her
another mum who chases her hyperactive child around who bites other patients all day, all day long
a child whose greatest joy is to leave the hospital for a few hours just to go home
a child who always hang out with frds all night avoiding to go home, confessing what he wants most is being with family
i barely talked with these ppl, instead i clerked the fever and rash and whatever cases...
i'm afraid, aware that i can offer them nothing, except maybe the ultimate answer of the reason to live, to truely live
why do i hesitate to let them hv hope, the true hope that would set them free from diseases of body & heart?
worries of this life
knowing of failing O&G badly
2 discharge summary, one 8 pages case report & cases to fill in the form
replying email to explain why i choose to sleep rather than going to grand rounds
being the worst in knowledge in my group due to what i sow before
not seeing any how that i could revise for final with no organised notes made ever
avoiding everything by typing entry
I want an answer... but what is my question?
my answer to myself
pure arrogance that i can save everyone
hatred to the demanding world that has no room for the weak
lack of faith to the one who created the body mechanisms which we struggle with every day, who endure every temptation and hardship on this earth, until he shed his blood in pain
just to save lives
maybe all these are what i need to become more like him, more like the doctor i want to be
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| past year
was about humbling in failing psychi, passing medicine
about being a tougher person
about falling my pants off in labour ward
about realising how great bros & sis in church fellowship n band are
& about truely feeling the Father's embrace like the lost son
new beginning
is about finishing the forgotten birthday present
it's about being heal deep inside, and the hope of You healing others through me
about winning the war that has been fought long enough by crucifying with christ
about learning to love the needy with wisdom
about loving You, family n frds, that i've done poorly last year.
Thx for all who said happy bday to me~ my heart is grateful ^^
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| 精神科
肥左自己最鐘意geh科目 =P
雖然有考全場最深geh題目之一
但係自己表現自己最清楚，同組同學都會明白
最後一個星期分別得罪左3個老師
遲左無限次到
答過最白痴geh答案
講過好冇禮貌的說話
同老師傾左兩次計(都係關心我的^^)
回望考試前好似連祈禱都冇，自己都嚇一跳@@
由上年最後一個block到psychi都係world of warcraft的世界入面生活
體驗左好多，好難忘，卻係最令爸媽傷心geh時候
容讓自己逃避原來好容易
但係這星期發生的事，讓我明白照鏡好難受，照到自己的驕傲更難受
要放下好多執著，面對自己心中geh醜惡真係要好多勇氣
耶穌話過「若有人要跟從我，就當捨己，天天背起他的十字架來跟從我。因為，要救自己性命的，必喪掉生命，凡為我喪掉生命的，必救了生命。」路加福音9:23-34
捨己
原來我係醫科路上一路放唔低自己
自以為是地生活
執著自己geh所謂原則
其實都係不願意為他人付上代價的借口
反省之後我心裡有個感恩geh心
因為我跌倒之後先明白神已經賜左我企番起身geh力量
回想精神科病房係好奇妙geh地方
個度多過一半人話自己信耶穌但係好多信得唔清唔楚
另一D傻到我都唔知道佢地明唔明我講geh野
但係我知道神都愛佢地
係精神科病房第一次同D病人做左朋友
第一次比左D'treatment'佢地(from dad其實=P)
仲有分享信仰感動geh時候
我第一次冇後悔讀左醫
我已經與基督同釘十字架．現在活著的、 不再是我、乃是基督在我裡面活著．並且我如今在肉身活著、 是因信神的兒子而活；他是愛我、為我捨己。
加2:20
捨己，背起我的十字架，報答神geh恩典
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